Why does the zombie apocalypse always fall on NRA Double Coupon Day?

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Permalink Reply by Aubrey Dontneedaknow on July 8, 2012 at 12:07am

I'm not a Komrad. I never will be. putting a bullet between the eyes is quite easy for me under pressure.

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Permalink Reply by KOMRAD RHINO☭ on July 8, 2012 at 2:56pm

then there is that wonderful six fingered buster who likes to play with explosives. they definitely will not give you the time to pull the knife or club but have no problem throwing a grenade or something of the like. i hate to say it Aubrey and when i do, its not to taunt you but to state a fact. the whole gun phobia thing will have to be worked through. reason being you wont always have the luxury of the "high pressure" thing because just the pressure to survive alone will be there every day. and at the end of the day when you trust those with you to have your back while you sleep. you will need to take some of that time to clean your guns.

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Permalink Reply by Aubrey Dontneedaknow on July 8, 2012 at 5:11pm

It doesn't. Because I wouldn't hesistate to shoot a threat nor would I miss the threat. My survival depends on it. The fact that I don't like to kill or have that power in my hands isn't an issue I need to work through it's the reality of who I am. and the reality is I'm already on high alert. I don't need a gun in my hands and my senses on overdrive anticipating and feeling out threats. It would never stop itself. If I had a gun everyone except you and Wayne would be dead. Elimination of all possible threats. Instead of being a machine I opt for being a human being and if being a human being gives me extraordinary senses and the inability to kill because someone else says I should than that's how it's going to be. I don't depend on anyone I don't trust anyone I don't rely on anyone. I've got my instinct. Killer.

 

You will be hard pressed to get me trust anyone. You will be hard pressed to get me to relax enough to sleep. Giving me a gun counteracts the process. Put a silencer on every weapon I have and I won't see a gun. I'll just see people who need to die. That isn't a mindset I take easily nor do I care to stay that way. Regardless of anyone's understanding of that fact I'm not going to embody a killer. Only under duress. Your life doesn't depend on me anyway. I'll be gone soon. You don't have to like how I operate nor do I have to take on anyone else's requirements for my survival. It would get me killed.

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Permalink Reply by Aubrey Dontneedaknow on July 8, 2012 at 6:31pm

and Tom! He's just so cute.

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Permalink Reply by Aubrey Dontneedaknow on July 8, 2012 at 7:07pm

and Vanessa. She makes me feel weird. Like. She's blatantly something. but it makes me feel skittish. I've never encountered a female I respect before but she makes me feel beyond respect. I can't identify it but I don't read a threat. Fennek's like that too now that I think about it. They both read like machines. It makes me skittish. Not skittish. It's disarming to my senses which makes me skittish because it's blinding and neutralizing. It feels like a pleasant way to die. So naturally....I don't want to die.

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Permalink Reply by KOMRAD RHINO☭ on July 8, 2012 at 8:39pm

i understand some of this. but you leave me asking a question that haunts me. what do you mean by "YOU WILL BE GONE SOON"?

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Permalink Reply by Aubrey Dontneedaknow on July 8, 2012 at 9:44pm

I don't have the capacity to form attachments or blend into groups of people. I enter a place, I do what I came to do, I leave.

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Permalink Reply by KOMRAD RHINO☭ on July 9, 2012 at 12:33am

do me a favor. try to word things differently. last time i heard the phrase "I"LL BE GONE SOON" i had a friend hang himself.

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Permalink Reply by Aubrey Dontneedaknow on July 9, 2012 at 2:11am

aw. I'm sorry.

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Permalink Reply by KOMRAD RHINO☭ on July 9, 2012 at 3:27pm

its okay. its just certain words cause a trigger reaction in me. and it dont help that it happened two days ago.

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