Writer's Dedication

I'm such a writer! I constantly find myself wanting to write something, but I never know just what to write! I've lost all ideas of inspiration. Usually, if I think of something interesting, I can sit down and totally write about it, but lately, I haven't had any amazing thoughts and thus no stories have been written. It's saddening, because I have to admit I adore writing. 

Usually, instead of writing like I want to do, I chat. Typing is another form of writing, and chatting online is exactly like writing, only, mainly in dialogue(sp?). It's quite entertaining too, and keeps me occupied for a long time. Of course, after a while, like a writer, I can't think of what to say or write, and so whatever comes to my mind, I just say it. People find that weird or entertaining. Depends on who it is and where I am. 

Just today after taking a final, I found myself typing up a story, but I noticed I had no enthusiasm for it and my mind kept wandering away from my writing, and so it doesn't really... I don't know how to explain it. It just didn't interest me. 

If you care to read what I wrote here it is:

She turned her face up towards the sunny sky, sighing a breath of relief. It was great to feel the warmth of the sun against her skin. The night proved to be a long tiring challenge for her. Kallie wished that she could somehow hold the sunshine in her arms, and keep it with her always. It was a great comfort for her during the stressful events of her life. The time that she spent under the sun helped her forget the her problems for a short time. The beautiful day surrounded her, how could she possibly think of the dark times in such a pretty sight? No... those times were locked away in a cage when she was outside, admiring the beauty of nature.

 Slowly lowering herself back, she concentrated on the feel of the soft grass beneath her, enjoying the sensation that it brought to her fingers and hands. Giving a breathless giggle she opened her eyes up to the wonderful blue sky, with huge fluffy clouds making the veiw a joy. "It should always be like this," she murmured quietly.

 "But if it were always like this, you wouldn't enjoy it as much," a deep voice replied. Startled she looked for the source and found him right behind her. Kallie sat up and faced him, wondering why he would even bother making such a comment to her, seeing as nobody usually took any time to notice her, much less waste precious words on her. She took his height and character into consideration. He seemed to tower over her as Kallie was still sitting in the grass, and also, his green eyes seemed inviting, but serious. He almost intimidated her, but not quite.

 "Maybe... maybe that's true. But even so, I wish it would be as beautiful as today more often. Then maybe I could..." She trailed off that thought, remembering that she'd rather not share that part of her life with a stranger. Looking away for a moment, she let her vision falter for only a moment, and then focus on the bright green trees around her. Returning her gaze to the man, she asked softly, "Who are you?"

 Avoiding her question he crouched down where he was a smiled. "You must love it outside, huh? I like the sky like this, only, fewer clouds would be great. The blue is too bright and powerful to be hidden by these pillows of clouds. The power should show through."

 "No," Kallie shook her head. His brown hair was gorgeous, especial with the length of it. Not long, but not short. It was a healthy medium.

And that's all I've got for that one. I just lost my interest in writing it, and I'm not sure why. Probably no inspiration. 

I remember years ago, I used to get all these crazy weird ideas that I'd make plans to write about, and sometimes I did. Sometimes I forgot about them though, and they were lost. I wish I could still think up crazy amazing stories to write, and then I could once again write my fictionous stories!

I looked up writing prompts online to help me get ideas for writing, but I didn't really like what I found. Ah well, eventually I should find my writer and get ideas, huh? :P