Scared?

As I skim my fingers across the gash
smiling, i see it again, over n over...it all went CRASH!
then i giggle a little, as i lick the drying stain.
oh! NO! NO! don't YOU worry, hahaha! I'm not going insane
its just my love for you, for "it", that thick crimson blood
its gotten me all warm inside, not letting my lust hide.
i just love the fresh smell, of that hot liquidy paste
almost as much, as i love its crisp salty taste, FUCK YOU!
I know you think im crazy, but i assure you I'm really not
I'll just smile, sit and stare, as u silently rot
o no its not murder, yet! not till i watch you bleed.
and then just then ill b at peace NOW. you got what you deserved.
n i am finally done, bury me in the earth... FOR THAT WILL B MY LAST DEED!