Its another Day

Hey guys,

   Well it's been awhile since I have had a chance to come back and say Hello to everyone. Well, I have been trying to quit smoking and yes I have had hiccups in trying, but I'm doing better. I do slip and have a cigarette, but now its to the point where my cravings aren't as bad...No patch, no gum, no pills have help...I've been vaping for almost a full year now and have almost beat the smoking bug...

   My two boys are doing pretty good. Jason my oldest is on the Tennessee Promise, where they pay for 2 years of college and is starting his second semester to become a electrician...Its what he wants to do...I'm pretty proud of him...

   Lj, my youngest is having some problems, but we're working on getting them straight. Its a long road for him and he's doing and working hard. We just found out he is having heart problems and is on meds and seeing a specialist. We're trying to get his weight down which would also help with his heart problem. For an 11 year old to be able to walk a mile every day to help lose weight is pretty good in my book. Specially in a world that has kids growing up way to damn fast because we have to keep up with other countries. 

   I'm 44 years old today and still single. I'm waiting to see if something works out, but until then, I'm still single. Things have gotten really tight since the policies have change again in the public welfare offices. And before anyone has a fit, I work and do my best to keep a roof over my kids heads and food in their bellies. I use foodstamps to help keep food in the house and since they have cut them to 16 dollars, it's gotten pretty hard to keep food in the house. But we are making it work as best we can.

   Anyways, I'm still living and kicking ass. I'm still working on my first major novel. Its taken a ton of re-writes, edits and even a lot of proof reading and re-arranging things within the story to get it to keep on the flow. 

   I MISS my brother Rhino. I miss the shit out of a lot of things, but here I miss him the most. He was one hell of a friend and Brother in Arms. Miss the shit out of you Buddy...

   Well, I'm still alive and kicking and I do check in from time to time, I just don't post much. I'm going to try a little harder to find some more thing for the DIY Zombie style videos...Just have to get time...Single parenting is hard shit...

   Love and Miss you all,

   Jessie

   AKA  Dragon