I'm done..

Why does it still hurt

Everytime I am turned away from.

I can no longer take it

I'm done.

I'm done..

With trying to let it out.

No one wants to listen anyway..

So I'm done.

I will keep it to myself.

I will not bother anyone with my pain.

I'm done, trying to believe in people.

I'm done with letting people in.

No one cares..

No one listens..

No one trys to help

So I'm done.

I am rebuilding those walls

I let down.

They will become stronger now.

I have been broken once again.

I'm done with reopening my wounds.

I'm done with sharing my thoughts.

I'm done with trusting others.

I'm done with you.

You will not listen

You will not help

So why should I hurt myself even more?

I'm done with you and everyone else.

This is exactly what I am feeling right now... Is it better to just bottle it all up instead of having to put up with this pain? I never felt this pain before when no one knew.. I was happier, I did not explode with all of my repressed emotion. I don't know what to do anymore..