Experimental Immersion

all for one and one for all
yet i alone take this fall
theres a truth in the lie 
i keepon asking her-
why wont you just let me...

why can't you just let me-
just please let me...

alone i break and i know that i
cannot forsake creations of my own
broken brused bleeding hands
destiny has always laughed at my...

shallow greedy ego brained plans
god's sick sense of humor
has left me guessing unpredictably
i know it's just a rumor- it's just a matter of time.
but i'm starting to believe that he's truly...she's truly...

Dead
like me
how i've 
wanted
to be
 it's all they 
could ever see

this wasted life- i just want to forget-
and become nothing again.

please wont you let me
why wont you just let me...

if i believe- if i have the faith-
ball it up on a fast-
write it up in a book-
scream it into the sky-
let it rain down on every one-
could you let me learn-
would you let me try-
please god, please love, please god...
just let me... please just let me 
die.