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Rhino was very special to all of us...Especially me...We worked together on a lot of things and he help when I needed it the most...I know he is here watching over all of us and that gives me peace with him gone...

   I know I haven't been on as much as I used to be...I am Sorry, but life has a way of turning things around and making it hard to do what has to be done...

   I have had a lot of changes and a lot were bad that turned to good...But I will try and get more going, but I can not promise anything...With being newly remarried, bills and really no time for myself and barely finding time for me and my wife to just be together and working, its been hard to keep up with everything...

   I Love You all and hope all is well with everyone...

Well, things have gotten better and though there are some tough times, getting remarried really seems unbelievable to me...But here I am remarried to a very pretty woman, who has had a really rough life...Not going to go into details on that...It tends to boil my blood and make me want to go out and hurt some people...As it stands, Lj is back in school, going all day...Yes he is still in band just like my new daughter...Jason isn't living with us anymore...He moved out about two weeks after he turned 21...But hey, every bird has to grow up and fly away...

   Anyways, I've been working through this entire damn pandemic bullshit...Yes I had it back when they had no clue what to classify it or call it...But I also had both A and B flu along with it, so I was down for like 3 weeks, the last week of October and well into November...But I recovered with Bactrum antibodics, bed rest and soup...So when they started their fear mongering, I kept trying to tell people it's not that bad...It's only bad if you have respiratory problems, elderly or young children...But no one would listen to me, due to the false media spreading it was worse then it really is or was...

   Anyways, I've kind of turned from prepping for zombies for the time being and have been doing some prepping towards social or society breakdown...

   Now by no means am I racist, but I'm tired of all this bullshit that has been going on these last few months...I looked into the George Floyd materials...And through that research branched off into some other person being shot by a raid of swat, to this latest thing of a man trying to evade capture and though we don't see the whole thing once he tries to get into his vehicle to leave, he was shot by police...

   I understand that a lot of people want change, but saying you fantasize about strangling little mixed and white babies, protesting in the middle of busy freeways with guns drawn, scream for those who have worked all their lives to give up everything they have, because some lazy college jerk feels he or she doesn't have to work, that the world has to give them everything they want and calling people racists because they don't believe or see things your way, is all nothing more then another hate group formed and driven by Marxists theology...
   I'm sorry if people see me in a new light, but I'm not a racists and I work for everything I have and I will not give anything up without a fight...

   I'm sorry, they had a good thing going, until the group became a hateful domestic terrorist group...Such like the KKK, Aryan Brotherhood, Neo Nizas...And groups that preach or chant death to any race or religeons BELIEF SHOULD AND WILL BE CONSIDERED IN MY BOOK: Domestic Terrorists and should be dealt with very painfully...

   Other then that, We're doing good...Still learning and growing...

                                                                                          My Love to All

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Wherever you are my Brother, Thank Youl!!!!!!!!!!!!