Cardiac Abortion

Listless drops of tears,
timeless ,shameless.
alone to be showered in the light of a dream
unreal, so surreal. knowledge.
deterioration hurts.
the cut of the wound
the pain of the slice, burning, dying, my life is withering.
lost spirit rises forth.
dancing singing thrusting,
through a whilrwind of lite.
projected by the purity of the stars. melting.
recreating life.
yet another to walk a nother path, another one.
maybe another time!
perserverence shall finally shine.
but, the cycle is solid.
the tear once again falls.
all alone all along all to be.
once the vast deterioration begins i carry it.
its my cross my penance, my life.
now... everything i touch is in ruins, crumbling, melting, falling away.
just out of reach accepting not to receive.
all gone all alone all me.
just left to be.
the withering mind of a child the listless heart from my scars.
all meaningless to you, but a slow deterioration to me.
once again, all JUST INEXPLICABLE!!!!!