Sleep

If only tonight I could sleep

The night’s still young…

But it’s just like another ordinary nights in my unusual life in this unusual inhabited world in such an extreme conditions against the unfriendly nature’s climate changes, furious repressive angry mobs, F.U.B.A.R and of course; too many ferocious zombie horde… But right now looks like the moon is glowing,

The stars are quiet up there, blinking…

The temperature is warmer, the situation looks peaceful and safer…

And luckily, I’ve manage to colleting lots of interesting and primary based stuff from some abandoned super store in the suburbs at the edge of the nearest border town.

Canned foods, chocolate bars, energy drinks, books and maps, medical supplies, batteries, even cigarettes and Jack D’s – my favorites !

But it wasn’t easy cause I have to fought several inhabitant zombies that dwelled inside…

Thank God, I’ve manage to escape; to survived …

Life’s unpredictable…

Once you had a joyful established boring life,

but suddenly later, you lost it all away in a click…

Hmmm… looks like this world’s an ugly place after all

but right now I don’t have time to criticizing or judging

cause all I wanna do right now is simply having fun,

enjoying the little things only by myself – sweating skinny figure

in a middle of nowhere…

Smoking, drinking, silly talking … I don’t care !

Tonight I’ll surrendering my fate to God.

Alcohol-i-night… get myself drunk - untied…

And stripping myself into the heavy metal tunes from KISS, Sabbath and Zeppelin !

I even could erotically stripped dancing through slower songs like Battle of Evermore and Aerosmith’s Angel… (giggles)

Tonight is my hotter night and there’s nothing could spoil it ( I hope !)

But the truth is I really not to proud about doing that …

Sweaty and dizzy; I manage to think not to make too much noises

That could distracting the undead – closer to my camp.

And as far as I can remember, I think tomorrow should be a Christmas Day !

So tonight must be a Christmas Eve – with its lots of sacred and holiness stories

encircled it – appearing divinely within…

Or maybe I’m just miscalculating.

Am I too damn naïve ? … Am I to eagerly happy ? …

Or am I just a little bit weary ? …

Huuffftt …. You decide it !

Thank God I still have my mp3 player, my peaceful silent night, my cigarettes

and Mr. Jack Daniels accompanying me.

Although, desperately as I cried while listening to some Christmas songs

I do really feel so lonely here;

I wish I could use somebody right now; comforts me …

Do I sounded schizopernic ? Am I sounded a bit insane ?

I’m confused but I’m aware, I might still be nervous – don’t even care !

I’m in love with a boy once but I’m in love with a girl lately…

I’m drunk but I have to confess while I’m undressed …

Tonight that I might see … Darn, you’re mean so much to me …