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I grab a pen and write it out.

Just a kid who couldn't shout.

Couldn't open up her mouth.

Couldn't say what life's about.

Sketched out skulls among the roses.

The beauties walking with the posers.

The fire mixing in with the frozen.

The world beneath my feet corroded.

Gaze up to watch the clock.

Time's running out with a tick and a tock,

Can feel opportunity slipping away.

No God to believe in, and…

I hate the color pink, so I'm not sure why I'm using the color today :P

Ahhh, it's been a few days since I've posted anything. The most eventful stuff that happened is kinda exciting... KINDA.

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I made this for Quickflick London, a bi-monthly festival of short films made on a specific theme. Though Quickflick is not a 48 hour challenge competition, for me it might as well have been because I only found out about it a few days before the submission deadline of Monday, the 9th of May.

Films had to be on the theme of: "Dealer." So, in a desperate bid to make the deadline, I hurriedly dashed off a script and rounded up some people to be in the…

Vampires Everywhere!--Undead Heart; Immortal Love

Black Veil Brides--Knives and Pens

Escape the Fate--Zombie Dance

Greenday--21 Guns; American Idiot

My Chemical Romance--The Only Hope for Me is You; The Sharpest Lives; Na Na Na (Na Na Na Na etc.)

Avenged Sevenfold--Scream; Critical Aclaim; Brompton Cocktail; Bat Country

Jon Mclaughlin--Beautiful Disaster

Maroon Five--She Will Be Loved

McFly--Transylvania; Broccoli

Bruno…

No doubt a sad song, but it doesn't really have a sad tone. I love it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j6XZsau7CSk

Love of mine some day you will die

But I'll be close behind

I'll follow you into the dark



No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white

Just our hands clasped so tight

Waiting for the hint of a spark

If heaven and hell decide

That they both are…

I've always wanted to get some of my work published. Whether I'm good enough remains to be seen, but I still want to try, at least. Ever since I was little writing has been a big deal to me. Both friends and family have said I'm good, but they're supposed to say that. I write stories--none are on here, though, but I don't know why--poems, and journal entrees--obviously. (If my spelling in this is bad, don't blame me; blame my Aunt's old, spell-check lacking computer)

Anyways. I have…

(this is a section for a story i am writing with a friend. i was thunking y'all might get a kick out of this.

let me know if it gives the right creepy feeling----clown luv y'all)

The jedI temple…during the purge





Once…I was jedI.

Now…..



I am dead, dead and angry…..very angry!



The purge came to the temple….the new lord vader lead troopers to our very doors.

We never stood a chance…vader, glowed with the dark…

Desecrate me.

Please don't break me.

Hold me closer,

if only for tonight.

Say you love me,

say you need me,

and turn out the light.

It's not a nightmare,

at least not now.

I'll make you

love me somehow.

By nightfall,

I'll have your heart.

Even death

can't tear us apart.

Watch your eyes

glaze over.

Watch the sky,

as it starts to fall.

And you'll know you're…

A couple of days ago, I dressed up in this girlie outfit. I don't dress like a girl. At all. In fact, up until this year, I had considered skirts to be pointless, and bras a necessity, not an accessory. Before, I dressed in black cargo pants, chains, and boots. Now I have a more feminine side, and I own a dress--other than one for Halloween.

Anyways. I told I was dressed like a prep because I lost a card game to my best friend. That wasn't the truth. But everyone was asking me if I…

Gotta admit... this is the first blog kind of thing I've ever done, and really, it's addicting. It's nice to know that there are people out in the world who are interested in reading my posts and actually comment on them. It makes me feel appreciated, and like I actually exist in this world, instead of being a shadow.

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So I predicted how today was going to turn out pretty well yesterday. Have you ever wanted something so badly, and you tried your hardest to make it happen, but everything backfired and it turned out how you, unfortunately, knew it would? Yeah, happened to me, of course. I did my best to make today a good day, but with one event after another, I found it increasingly difficult to keep a smile pasted on my face. 

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I'm an idiot. I took a bubble bath earlier today and fell asleep. My dream was... odd. I had just finished watching Oprah's discussion on The Freedom Riders--hundreds of men and women, black and white, who had tried to stop segregation 50 years ago by riding on buses around the nation and refusing to sit in the back. They were attacked by many men and women; buses were burned, they were sent to prison, they were beaten--and sometimes killed. 

My dream was about me being one of those…

So I figured that I might as well have fun with colors in my blog. Why make everything so monotonuously the same? Although I have noticed that some of the colors make it difficult to read... hmm.. I'll have to mess around some more.

Anyway, onto the topic that I really want to discuss! Today (so far) has been such a fun day at school! At first, it started out terribly. I'd…

I've never really liked the rain, but I can tolerate it. Sometimes it's very refreshing after a long dry, hot summer, the rain pouring down on my skin. The soft drops can be soothing, especially to the mind. But for months and months, it's been rainy and cloudy and just miserable. I miss my outside freedom in the warm light! Where did the sun go? It feels as if it's been gone so long it's just disappeared.

Actually, these past few days, it's been sunny outside, and I've been…