Enlightened Zombie's Blog (47)

the emptiness-spaces-lines-gaps-awaiting anticipating

the scornful stains of my fine tipped pen

i hear her through the stream flowing-rushing-falling

from the back of my mind into my hand

that condenses black onto this paper as we collapse



It's dark

i trust in the sacred sounds

in my sacred silence between sleep and serenity

your faint fading falling almost forgotten voice

you ask of me once more to listen-so tell me-



"it wasn't… Continue

meditate upon your life

find what serves you-what you need-what you truly want

find a path-make it your own

own your path-noone else walks it-it is your own



even when this path rejects me

it interjects me to one meant for the moment

for me it's a current that pulls the vessel to the final destination 

(the light house)



there are so many trials tribulations and traps

the endless waters are so deep-they drown-they keep you-they make you-they… Continue

god tastes like water

tears taste of her distress

forsaken by the father

searching endlessly for rest

drown me in this again

take sweet breath away

the blood and swet met to 

bring forth another day

eclipsed by night 

as the rain pours down and drowns 

the earth as jesus

adjusts his crown

the thorns bring forth blood

as god flinches a faceless expression

the rain her tears-her lips dripping crimson-

the taste of water is her… Continue

all for one and one for all

yet i alone take this fall

theres a truth in the lie 

i keepon asking her-

why wont you just let me...



why can't you just let me-

just please let me...



alone i break and i know that i

cannot forsake creations of my own

broken brused bleeding hands

destiny has always laughed at my...



shallow greedy ego brained plans

god's sick sense of humor

has left me guessing unpredictably

i know it's just a… Continue

only write when you're inspired

there's a soul inside thats so fucking tired

of trying to teach- trying to reach to beseach you-

we all agree- we agree they do too- that you-



aren't listening-aren't caring-you-

aren't interested, you aren't trying-to-hear

when you listen or meant what you say-

so we've grown disgustipated enough to say:



this is your last chance-

and that today you have to-

change your mind & control your…

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if clementine was his darling

death doesn't chase after me anymore

we walk side by side hand in hand

in innocence and recollection

of the days of the phoenix that slipped away

and never rose again

so we weren't reborn but merely recreated ourselves

in this lack of talent unwritten future

keep it a secret and keep it simple

i'm learning to live again

but the weather channel shows me the numbers

with places and i…

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drowning in the debris of this

run away escape everything find a way to

numb out the cores of your instability

i'm dying in this routine

can i have a chance to change this

this isn't what i was on track for

i read it on my palm

with the tarot and the music on

the dreams aren't healing they're killing

and this is for the last time we'll...

 

the reason i'll…

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