Jessie W. Garrett III's Blog (37)

Things have been running a little smoother lately, but being a singal parent, working, trying to have time for myself or even trying to keep caught up on anything is rough or never even happens. 

  I know there are others out there that are doing this and I want to give them props. Specially those mothers or fathers who are raising kids on their own without any help from others.

   Since the wife has passed away, I've found that trying to be the compassionate and caring one, on…

   I know I've probably scared some people with some posts I've tacked up lately, but please believe me, I'm doing well and though these past few months have been one trying time for me, I'm still up and fighting...

   I was watching Rocky Balboa the other day and his speech to his son really hit home and I could have sworn that I heard Komrad Rhino's voice speaking these words to me...So I'm sharing this with you in order to help many of you to see, my Brother Rhino would be one of…

It's been one hell of a year...Lost my Grandmother at the beginning of the year, lost my wife amolst 4 months a

I'm still around...Still fighting that lonely demon, but I've faced that demon many times...But that I'm actual alone, I miss the simple things that comes with being together with someone...The talking, the laughter, the feeling of warmth from holding your special someone, the simple sent of them lingering after they leaves the house, the taste of their lips, the tender ways they hold you in the darkness and the way they fall asleep on your arm while watching TV...

   I reach out…

Feeling better...Think I would feel much better with a woman cuddling with me while I'm sick, but I should be totally out of the feeling like shit phase come the end of the weekend...Damn I hate being sick...But, at least the boys have been real champs and the oldest been helping the little one with homework and they both have been working hard to help me out around the house...I'm pretty Damn Proud of both of them...Shows I'm doing a good…

   Been roaming the net checking out these sites with Zombie Survival Lists...I've been to actual Survival Sites to the CDC website to even Store sites in which they claim to have the best survival lists throughout the world...

   And from what I've seen on all these sites, even the CDC so-called Disaster Lists, that everyone of them are trying to give good advice, but most of their advice and suggestions are so bogus that no wonder people are confused on where to start or…

Hey Guys,

   Well, I'm back...They buried grandma next to grandpa after a heated bit of major family drama...In 96 we moved to TN and since then, the only real ties I had in Champaign, Il, was my grandmother...Well no that she's gone, I don't really feel like my hometown is home anymore...It was just a place I was raised...Yes I do have uncle's and cousins and family living up there, but I've never been close to them even when growing up...

   So now with grandma gone,…

Well my grandmother has past away...So for the next few days I'll be over taking care of my brother while my dad goes back north to say goodbye to his mom...

   I'm going to take a few days and get myself back on track...To all of you who see this and respond, Thanks for your prayers and all your condolences...Once I get back I'll be ready for some of the upcoming events...

   Thanks everyone....

my dad just called me and I'm not to sure how long that old stubborn woman will make it, but if she does pass, my dadit seems grandma is in pretty bad shape...Kidneys are shutting down and she is suffering conginitive heart failure...The Docs are giving her 2 days to 2 months to live...So I'm pretty much preparing for the worse...Which means being the damn backbone of the family again, just like when my mom passed away...Anyways, figured you all showed know just in case I'm not on for a…

I got the news friday night, my grandmother is in bad shape and I will be having to stay with my brother while my dad goes north to Il...I'm at my dad's right now...So far no news...So I'm going with the old saying, no news is good news...

   I'll most likely be on and off most of the weekend...

   Well tonight is the night, The Walking Dead is back on the air. I'm excited for 2 reasons. My show is back on the air and tomorrow starts The Walking Dead class. It should be good.

   Watching the complete season three right now of The Walking Dead on AMC. Right now the scene is Rick talking to Lori on the phone. One of the few scenes where you get to take a look into the mental state of a person trying to keep him, son and newborn alive while dealing with the death of someone he…

   Finished the Sanctuary of the Dead by our own RJ Spears. It's one hell of good read. The inner conflict that some of the characters faced with their faith and killing was something I hadn't counted on. But it was a very nice touch in adding a lot more depth into the inner workings of a character. How ones faith and beliefs would actually be the most hardest of conflicts to face when in a survival scenario. 

   I really liked it when the main character actually had the hopes of his…

   It's one of those days in which you are at work and your mind is running through all types of ideas. If a Z-poc happens while I'm at work, what in the hell do I do?

   Well, the first thing will be get to my wife and kids.

   Then there's making sure my guns and blades are…

    I've been up late every night for the past few days. Something has me spooked. I'm not sure what the hell it is. Not sure if it's the news, the stuff I've been reading, shit I've been watching from movies to TV itself. It's got my nerves rattled and I have no clue what the hell is wrong with me...

   Am I losing my touch on reality or have my senses picked up on something no one else has?? 

   I just can't shack this feeling that something is happening within my hometown. I…

  I was doing some research into some local incidents here in my local area. Something has got me puzzled about these so-called murders. Everyone of them were shot in the head. There has been at least 3 separate murders, each involving different people. Two are being called drug deals gone bad and the other is a murder/suicide. But what I don't get is that according to the coroner, the gun shots to the heads were all done after the person was dead. 

 So once I read this, I went back…

Hey, just hanging out. Should be finishing up getting the rest of the materials for the new ZTRT weapon The Rapture. Plus I've started writing back on my movie script. I sure hope that I'm able to finish it up this time. Damn, it's going on 5 years since I've started working on. Damn.(L)  Have also been trying to find some new information for the West Tennessee Sektor on WickedZombies.com and trying to get back into the groove on my West Tennessee Sektor ZTRT facebook page. So far I'm…

   Well Ghouls and Boils,

   I'm sorry I haven't been around in the last few days. But I did get my tax check back and have been getting everything caught up. Paid rent for the entire year. Which saves me around $200.00 a month and I got all my other bills caught up. After that, I went out and spent $1100 on 2 PS3 systems and games. Which I got the PS3 for me and one for my little one. I call him little, but he'll be 8 this month. 

   I also bought the wife a new computer. Got…