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(It's been a while since I've updated on Freddy Valler. Actually, I think it's been two months since I've last done a blog. Eh heh heh.... My bad? Anyways, here's another part of Freddy's crap life full of crap. And all that. Sorry... I'm a tired teenager and it's summer, so I get up at noon or one and my mind's not always intact.....)

   "What... huh?" Lilly's confused expression tipped me off that she had no idea about Tomas' past. Damn. I couldn't rub his giant nose in…

    We all have a story, some of them worse than others. Maybe you've lost the love of your life, a best friend, or a family member. Maybe you were sexually, physically, or emotionally abused. Maybe life just sucks ass and you're one of those people who end up on Jerry Springer, confronting your inner demons in your fifteen minutes of fame that you didn't want. Whatever. Who am I to judge on all that? I mean, my life sure as hell ain't perfect. And some times I chick out and cry, or…

I've heard everything on the radio,

the same ol' song and dance.

Ain't it about time you blow me away

with some lyrics about bad romance?

Yeah, Lady Gaga wears the meat suit,

and Michael Vampire's got the cut.

We've heard the best by Bon Jovi,

and listened to Pink belt out, "So What."

We know all the words to Fireflies,

and every Maroon Five song there is.

Ain't it about time for a new surprise?

I guess I could just…

   I don't get it. Why people are so hung up on insults, I mean. Yeah, they make you feel bad, and maybe they'll stick around for a while, but it builds character, right? I've been called ugly, fat, talentless, stupid, stuck-up, worthless, pathetic, cowardly... I could go on, but why bother? I remember, last summer, I was staring at this teenage guy pushing a stroller. I was thinking, at the time, "Wow... How much did he have to fuck up to be put in that position?" I saw him glance at me,…